I need a spanking

2002-10-30 2:31 p.m.

I've suceeded in almost everything I've tried. Christ, I scammed my way into being a radio station engineer with 1 months audio school training.

So why do I tell myself,"Oh, well you couldn't possibly get that job?"

Blue bird, fly away

2002-10-30 11:38 a.m.

The fluorescent lights are choking my spirit. The gray cube on the gray carpet in the white walls, drop ceilings. The white box within the gray box within the beige box that I stare at. Anything with color, regardless of it status on the trash meter, is pinned, glued, taped up in my field of view. I have a blue crane flying on a dark blue legal file folder sky.

Scraping the leftover chocolate off of the peanut butter cup wrapper with my bottom teeth is the most real thing I’ve done today.

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